future eh?

assalamualaikum wbt...

future eh...looks like a grey one...

well..browsing my gamelan senior's fs as one of them are getting married this december, and my elder sister getting engage this december, swad with his cindy, my officemate just getting married at the age of 29, and one of my good fren asked me this question which means..

"dah bilenye nk fikir psl mende tu"

well it got me thinking...bilekah?

aah..im so not sure..haha...but as far as im concern...this status takkan berubah dalam masa terdekat...not within this year, next year and the year after that..which mean even though im 23, my status is still the same...24 and 25 would be a gud age kot to think bout this...

by the age of 24/25, pepel start to have their life i.e. they are firm with their life, having their income, having to pay their biasiswa to pet, paying their car if they have one, started to put more money in the bank for future saving and their work is starting to develop...and at this age, some pepel start to move forward which is thinking bout marriage, relationship between 2 persons..the brain started to think, to dream, to feel what is like to hold ur own child and bla2...

some said that if you are not going to find the one in ur studies time, you would have a hard time to find one because u are pretty occupied with ur work..yup i do agree though...but this intern somehow give me light to show me the path that i should be taken for the next few year...until 24/25...still, you can still meet someone even though it is not from ur utp fren, schoolmates or others...it can be quite late then others who are already change their status back in universities but it is not too late...the time will come...hihu...




well...this is just talking...you'd never know...

lepak2 makan eskrem sudeh....

radical teaching (2) - commitment?

Where commitment come from? And why the hell we should give commitment for? and how can we show our commitment?

for me, commitment come with love. if you started to like or to love something/someone, then the commitment would come without being ask. but when we talk bout love, it means lots of things. very wide indeed the wording of 'love'.yet it also come with great risk. and sometimes, commitment can cover the love and from commitment, love been produced or vice versa. well. it is all depends on each person. what i do know is, to commit means you already putting your wholeself into that matters or anything that you can think of.

and why the hell should we give commitment for? no reasons i would say. once, you deeply involve in that something, the commitment would come itself with no reasons.sometimes, some people rather say, give your full commitment to that something but for me it means that, do put yourself into that something, 'feel' that something and you be able to commit, even though it means a little bit of you.

in the end, you would be able to commit to that something (i.e work, study, love, life and etc), than the feeling of happiness and enjoy should be no problem. Commit and enjoy are the perfect
combination.

p/s: yey akhirnya siapkan tulis psl mende ni..took about 2-3 weeks..gile2

Farhan Iqbal Smack Session

Welcome to Farhan Iqbal Smack Session..In this short post, all of you can say everything about me that you piss about, hate about, which means EVERYTHING, without me paying back/taking revenge back to you..I'll keep my promise..Only in this post though..

Sile²....

radical teaching (1) - grown up man?

Yaa...looking at Hotaru no Hikaru (though half way through), something get me thinking...It is not about sweet looking girls or how kawaii they are, or love story being developed and etc...

What get me thinking is some information to a thing that I have been so-called studying in the past few years.. ehem...it is true or not whether i do study this subject is out of question..please don't ask me if you have anything to ask...just lend me ur eyes and brain to understand..if you wanted to..if not, ja neh~...

first, lets have some intro..to those don't see Hotaru no Hikaru, there is a girl who work hard at the office, looking quite pretty (biasa a pelakon), tidy and other few good characterisitics, and yet when she is in her home, she's totally different..you would say the opposite of it... lazy, very messy both to herself and to the surroundings...all the bad characteritic are there...yet, there is a manager who in a way to be single man again...wanted to live alone and somehow find himself to live under one roof with the girl.

grown up man..really cool in a sense of thinking, behaviour..very relax...always shows the right path to the young ones...giving advice and hear all the problems..lead to a simple, organize and tidy life...can do laundary by himself..can do cooking by himself...his mind is focus...and he can simply separate what is life, work and love..and his feelings too...

i think..haha...

yet, for me, grown up man also means that he is dedicated to his life...very firm in his life..and every steps that he take would means everything..he would thing about it many times before.thinking about after-effect and etc..and when we talk about life, it is include of marriage/love and plus another one from my view which is religion...

religion for me would be the main criteria..with religion, i do know that when ur religion is organize, and at that time, Allah will organize everything in ur life...

enough said..already complete one of the studied chapter....
aa...wanna be a gud grown up man...can I?..hope so...

Hilang

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p/s:- malas nk menulis, yg ni cukup kot..might rise few confusion..but it is okay..if it is like this..for greater good i would say...