aku dan gamelan

assalamualaikum...

cuba bayangkan ada awek cun depan mata korg, tp ada byk halangan yg menyebabkan korg taleh ngorat awek tu, and setelah beberapa lama, ko ada peluang tu balik, and kali ni xde halangan da utk ngorat awek tu? mesti besungguh2 bukan? so inilah yg terjadi kat aku...mmg la bukan gamelan itu awek yg cun, tp first time bole gamelan, aku taleh men sbb aku sekolah petang, and training hanya boleh belah petang di pusat budaya, and time form 3, aku taleh men sbb pmr...tensi2...

yet, here i 'was' at utp...again, i had dat chance of playing gamelan... tho there are pepel saying, dont go for gamelan, still, without doubt and hesitation, i grab d oppurtunities...and of cos, there are some after effects, but now, im sooo glad dat i grab d chance...

thanx to dino, for firstly accepted me into the team, awie for being such a great teacher, other snrs for being a great 'siblings' and supporters namely, kak fidah, kak shikin, apo, apes, ee, kapten, yana, nora, zaf, jemi, azmi, jib,said, mekot, nazmi, mimie, yan, awin, and pija...without u guys, my life in gamelan wont be interesting, and i wont be what i hd been after 4 years in gamelan utp...

without the seniors, myb i quit gamelan halfway...but it is fun, to be learnt,play, manage and involved in gamelan utp...bond dat had been created, lots of good memories, few not so gud (ada ke?, enjoy je slalu), love dat we share and legacy that have been brought down...yeah, im proud to be gamelan utp players...and i do hope, this feeling, memories dat we have, can be brought down to the next generation...

when the snrs gone, i did felt empty inside, maybe because of we are too close to each other..no one been able to tease, teach and bla2 me again after all of u grad, but den i realise, it is time for me to do the same thing to do jnrs....to cre8 bond...to make them more closer, to make them realise, that gamelan is fun and interesting...being a big tree for the jnrs to sit and play underneath without fear....

no one can replace the one that have gone (due to graduating), memories that we held and created, yet new memories and bonds can also be created...why do we always hold at the past and end up losing the new one? thanks to jnrs for bringing me back to the real world...thx to shiken, elin, alin, jaa, hazirah and uzair for playing gamelan last and dis sem together with me...

thx to 4 sekawan, kilah, ikin, alyaa n imah for ur hard work,(be a BIG and GOOD tree), to daniyal, try to do ur best, to new proxy (anas, aira, sepul, cally and pd, take care of my beloved gamelan will u?), ieja, ain, nola, sai, nana, chy, amy, amad, afiq, thx for being a good player, and do support the new proxy...you guys created a new memory to me and give me strength...to my new siblings, rudy, ddy@kiha, ikin,kinah and niza, do mix with others and dun stay in ur circle...sorry for being a so-so senior for the past two semester...seeing the snrs grad last year do tear me apart...sorry guys...

all of you would make a great team...i will always pray for u guys and ill be there insyaAllah if u hv big events at utp or at kl...do play by your heart, have passion in it...last words, hope dat all of you turn out to be a great adults...

stop here i think...

sorry and thanx alot...for being my famili...

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my jeney stops here at the moment

assalamualaikum...

"time is now 12.00am, please put down your pen...and err pencil...sir, pls stop writing..."

the moment dat i would say, not totally been waiting but who cares...now, im definitely and officially penganggur...haha...love dis statement...for a while...

so where would i go? no idea...dun ask me this question for the time being...huhu...

how do i feel? i would say partly hepi and partly sad...hepi part would be completing degree of civil engineering here in utp...sad part? lots... leaving utp dat being my second home for past 5 years (spend more time here den jb), might not seen my civil frens specially for maybe long time (thx for d knowledge, info, exp and bla2), gamelan utp (being my second famili), all the lecturers (civil department terbaekh, en mat for supporting me during my regime...haha), ucity (civil club) for being the second best after gamelan thing dat i hv involved...and to all people dat i hv known during 5 years tru events, stalk :P and etc2...and ouh! i love utp's bed..besar, and sedap tido!, my own area of study, do bla2, love this room...thx utp...

the jnrs, do see, experience, learnt, feel in everything dat u do...if not, u would be the one dat lose so much...may Allah help u guys...

epi pengangguran the building and design guys
(arep, fatah, jo, paal, fahrid, usup, matle, apek, gaban, paan, jene)

p/s: wat apa2 pun, mesti terbaekh, mesti bersungguh, keep dis in mind k?

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i am proud to be civil engineer

assalamualaikum...

kenapa aku begitu fanatik ngan civil engineering eventho dis discipline dah ada kat dunia beribu2 tahun? kenapa aku tak go for oil and gas for my final year, yg ada byk duit to be offered? kenapa aku sanggup kata aku xmo keje ngan petronas eventho aku bonded with them?

only one reason, im proud to be civil engineer...i like to draw, i like to build something, i like to talk, i like to think and be critical and creative, i like to see things, i like challenges, i like to be in tense (not too much pls) and civil engineering offered dis kind of oppurtunities...

from forum 'nilai belia dan kepimpinan masa depan' by ESQ chaired by Pak Ary and Tun Mahathir, i do realise, it is time for us to build our own civilization..but with wat? this is where 7 values introduced by ESQ come in handy...civilization of humankind, where honesty, responsibility, visionary, discipline, cohesiveness, fair and care would shape the people and make earth to be a better place to live...




yes, we do need building, where civil engineering come in handy (yey~) but, even we strive for more towards physical, like economy and materials, we would end up like america where right now, all system in america collapse...everything dat pepel in america do, is based on physical and self satisfaction and not for greater of people...

so, let us build dis nation, our beloved country, with values, so our child (ehem), can live more freely and more safe...do put dis value inside our heart, and insyaAllah, He will do his part of guiding us for greatness...

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p/s: lots of thx to utp civil department for having me as a student, educate me, and be a part of my family for d past 5 years...when the time allowed me to do so, ill be here, at utp again, to give my support to you...again thanx alot loveable-frenly-easygoing-lecturer, sempoi-frenly-helpful staff/technian...and to block 13 and 14, for being my second home in utp...

lesson 15 - exam!

assalamualaikum...

ni adalah final final exam kat utp..or for undergraduates..after 5 years of studying, here i am...at the edge of graduation...hihu...

last sem, sem paling malas skali utk study...maybe sbb penangan internship selama 8 bulan...rasa dh malas nk study and rasa nk keje...and this might occur to some of you sooner or later...haha..aku tak curse korg ok!

the thing is, aku suke study sem ni...maybe aku dh found true reason kenapa aku study...before this, aku hanya study for d sake pleasing my dad so dat he wont forbid me to play gamelan or he wont give a long speech bout civil engineering anymore...

esq refresh me on wat the true reason of study..rather den study for achievements, ur father and mother which literally good, yet they are not permanent...and korg tak pat pahala...so let say, korg study kerana tuhan, ikhlaskan niat kerana tuhan, yakin kepada tuhan kerana menolong anda, study keranan itu adalah tuntutan agama, insyaAllah, ngan berkat keyakinan korg, akan dipermudahkan study...

rasa tension skit study sambil kuar2 ayat ni "natang mende equation ni/celah mana doh nak guna sentence ni/huk aloh, apa jwpn dia" dan sbgnya, sile la tarik nafas dan mintak tlg pada tuhan...bg tuhan bukak skit hati n kepala korg yg tertutup tu...bile kita betenang and tak gelabah, bru kita nmpk apa yg kita tak nmpk sblm ni...sesungguhnya tuhan itu bersifat maha pengaman dan pelapang kehidupan...

p/s: time kasih kepada sesapa yg mnolong merefreshkan aku gak...

GL HF seme!

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