new vision, new perspective, and new heart

assalamualaikum...

i went to esq public at the summit hotel last weekend, i got new perspective of what should i do, i have a more clearer vision, and more understanding of the concept brought by esq team. even the content is the same, since it is after all basic training, yet, there is something to be learnt, ponder and believe..as God said, knowledge that we know is incomparable with His knowledge, and we never be able to be like Him, the perfect one.

one that went to esq training, would somehow know that esq brings the concept of what we already learnt in primary school, what are the pillar of faith, and pillar of islam (action), yet, we dun really applied it to our real life, example? all of u i believe, pray to God, 5 times a day, yet does the praying that you did in 22 years (for me) change you in a way that God ask you to be? no? what we did is only a ritual that are being implemented in the education system and here we are, after several years, doing the same ritual with unconsciously agreed that there are a 'split' or barrier in life and religion...

goin tru the same modul for 2 days, (first day 'keje'), i do think i be able to understand, believe and feel that there are values called Asma'ul Husna that are meant for Him, within ourselves, since we are afterall His greatest creation. With these values, and 7 core values highlighted by ESQ, we are able insyaAllah, to meet Him in great condition di syurga, building a great nation, company, family and world, and in short, be able to be Great Person in every field that we do..this is when, we have spiritual commitment to Him the All Mighty, and spiritual integrity, and become legendary leader to create a better world...

the time is short,yet lots of thing need to be done...
with that, those angkatan UTP 1, do go for other session of ESQ, in material, your fees will reduced to half, trice and bla2...in understanding, more thing will be understand and insyaAllah, u will understand, believe and feel what need to be understand, believe and feel...

1 Values
6 Pillar of Faith
5 Pillar of Action

p/s: tq to God for giving me another chance, tq to Akmal sbb heret aku g ESQ for the first time at UTP, tq to ESQ team for helping me utk membuka hijab dihati...
p/s: aku tak amik gamba kali ni, dslr kena kunci ngan ayah, lepas ni aku amik gamba and show to u guys the experience in the training...

^^v

and to God, we surrender...

pengumuman

assalamualaikum...

halo...lama x post, and most probably would continue like this..bukan takde mende nk post, tp cam kekurangan internet also masa menyebabkan aku x rasa aku bole blogging dalam masa terdekat..but, sile la singgah sini slalu ye...

till then, wish me luck...

hangpa semua mau menang camera?

assalamualaikum...

aku view blog SN td...den i found this competition..

so to all photographers/or sesapa suke amik gamba out there, jom join...no particular reasons...klo sapa rasa nk menang camera, sile la..cam aku, aku just nk tgk gamba aku di pertandingkan...klo menang, alhamdulillah, kalo x, redha udeh...

mari2...

^^v

p/s: sementara sok raya ni, lg byk gamba hepi kita leh amik and send...so sile la reg skang...gud luck and have fun...[first time promote mende kat sini]

'first client'

assalamualaikum...

it just happened dat im the only available photog kat utp ni..len? seme dating n dh engaged ngan org len..so nk tak nak, diorg kena amik aku, and nk tak nk aku kena amik gamba diorg..nsb bek mekot ada, bole la dia tlg aku utk first session ni..im not fond of taking other pepel pictures...malas sebenarnya...sbb taking others pictus, ko kena btul2 perform, kena spot tmpt yg bes utk diambil gamba...

since aku ni jenis tak suke repetition in term of wat aku wat, maka aku cuba wat mende len dr len a..thx to Allah kerana membimbing aku throughout this session...first day, takde byk ngat gamba, sbb last2 hujan, second day, sbb smlmnya skit je gamba, tmpt diubah dr sekitar tasik ke CH...so aku tepaksa memikirkan idea baru...penat satu mlm tak tido nyenyak sbb fikir idea apa nk amik...

nevertheless, aku suke amik gamba dak2 ni...maybe sbb aku kenal few of them...and aku sedar, taking pictures outdoors takde a limitation and formalities..which is suit to my personality and style...so im hepi, and they hepi too..so im dabel hepi... ^^v

cakap byk tak guna, sile la tgk gamba...

tq girls for trusting me and mekot for ur last photo kat utp..(ok fine lepas ni amik gamba time convo)..tq for giving me oppurtunity to enhance my skills...and last word, pls dun be late... :P
and thank you so much God, for giving me ideas and sihat sepanjang dua hari..nyaris demam sbb hujan!

p/s: sapa nk aku amik gamba diorg, sile roger, outdoors je la...aku suke outdoor...suke jalan atas rumput tanpa slipa..wee~

hari-hari terakhir

assalamualaikum...

as all of u might noe, im graduating..soon...
so cam org2 tua di utp slalu wat, we take pictures before we grad...
part of dis picture diambil oleh aku or ditekan oleh aku mengunakan remote...
second time amik gamba group kat utp...
first one would be civilpowernye which happen to be a coincident..im just some 3rd photog...
as for the third, nanti cite...

as for now? enjoy pictures!

last word of wisdom from Head of Civil Department, Dr. Fadhil to us: jaga semayang, preferably smyg jemaah kat masjid, semayang jemaah akan menguatkan ummah...and kalo bole go for usrah kat masjid, sbb dia membina kekuatan hati..hati kuat, insyaAllah seme ok...(SQ mantap, EQ mantap, IQ mantap => hasil akan mantaps)

p/s: it has been really a great pleasure being living in one apartment with you guys...rumah tak kotor, dapor agak bersih, tlg kejut subuh, smyg jemaah and kejut nk g kelas.. :P thx guys...and thx for being understanding and obedient tru d photo session...

^^v

aku dan gamelan

assalamualaikum...

cuba bayangkan ada awek cun depan mata korg, tp ada byk halangan yg menyebabkan korg taleh ngorat awek tu, and setelah beberapa lama, ko ada peluang tu balik, and kali ni xde halangan da utk ngorat awek tu? mesti besungguh2 bukan? so inilah yg terjadi kat aku...mmg la bukan gamelan itu awek yg cun, tp first time bole gamelan, aku taleh men sbb aku sekolah petang, and training hanya boleh belah petang di pusat budaya, and time form 3, aku taleh men sbb pmr...tensi2...

yet, here i 'was' at utp...again, i had dat chance of playing gamelan... tho there are pepel saying, dont go for gamelan, still, without doubt and hesitation, i grab d oppurtunities...and of cos, there are some after effects, but now, im sooo glad dat i grab d chance...

thanx to dino, for firstly accepted me into the team, awie for being such a great teacher, other snrs for being a great 'siblings' and supporters namely, kak fidah, kak shikin, apo, apes, ee, kapten, yana, nora, zaf, jemi, azmi, jib,said, mekot, nazmi, mimie, yan, awin, and pija...without u guys, my life in gamelan wont be interesting, and i wont be what i hd been after 4 years in gamelan utp...

without the seniors, myb i quit gamelan halfway...but it is fun, to be learnt,play, manage and involved in gamelan utp...bond dat had been created, lots of good memories, few not so gud (ada ke?, enjoy je slalu), love dat we share and legacy that have been brought down...yeah, im proud to be gamelan utp players...and i do hope, this feeling, memories dat we have, can be brought down to the next generation...

when the snrs gone, i did felt empty inside, maybe because of we are too close to each other..no one been able to tease, teach and bla2 me again after all of u grad, but den i realise, it is time for me to do the same thing to do jnrs....to cre8 bond...to make them more closer, to make them realise, that gamelan is fun and interesting...being a big tree for the jnrs to sit and play underneath without fear....

no one can replace the one that have gone (due to graduating), memories that we held and created, yet new memories and bonds can also be created...why do we always hold at the past and end up losing the new one? thanks to jnrs for bringing me back to the real world...thx to shiken, elin, alin, jaa, hazirah and uzair for playing gamelan last and dis sem together with me...

thx to 4 sekawan, kilah, ikin, alyaa n imah for ur hard work,(be a BIG and GOOD tree), to daniyal, try to do ur best, to new proxy (anas, aira, sepul, cally and pd, take care of my beloved gamelan will u?), ieja, ain, nola, sai, nana, chy, amy, amad, afiq, thx for being a good player, and do support the new proxy...you guys created a new memory to me and give me strength...to my new siblings, rudy, ddy@kiha, ikin,kinah and niza, do mix with others and dun stay in ur circle...sorry for being a so-so senior for the past two semester...seeing the snrs grad last year do tear me apart...sorry guys...

all of you would make a great team...i will always pray for u guys and ill be there insyaAllah if u hv big events at utp or at kl...do play by your heart, have passion in it...last words, hope dat all of you turn out to be a great adults...

stop here i think...

sorry and thanx alot...for being my famili...

^^v

my jeney stops here at the moment

assalamualaikum...

"time is now 12.00am, please put down your pen...and err pencil...sir, pls stop writing..."

the moment dat i would say, not totally been waiting but who cares...now, im definitely and officially penganggur...haha...love dis statement...for a while...

so where would i go? no idea...dun ask me this question for the time being...huhu...

how do i feel? i would say partly hepi and partly sad...hepi part would be completing degree of civil engineering here in utp...sad part? lots... leaving utp dat being my second home for past 5 years (spend more time here den jb), might not seen my civil frens specially for maybe long time (thx for d knowledge, info, exp and bla2), gamelan utp (being my second famili), all the lecturers (civil department terbaekh, en mat for supporting me during my regime...haha), ucity (civil club) for being the second best after gamelan thing dat i hv involved...and to all people dat i hv known during 5 years tru events, stalk :P and etc2...and ouh! i love utp's bed..besar, and sedap tido!, my own area of study, do bla2, love this room...thx utp...

the jnrs, do see, experience, learnt, feel in everything dat u do...if not, u would be the one dat lose so much...may Allah help u guys...

epi pengangguran the building and design guys
(arep, fatah, jo, paal, fahrid, usup, matle, apek, gaban, paan, jene)

p/s: wat apa2 pun, mesti terbaekh, mesti bersungguh, keep dis in mind k?

^___________________________^v

i am proud to be civil engineer

assalamualaikum...

kenapa aku begitu fanatik ngan civil engineering eventho dis discipline dah ada kat dunia beribu2 tahun? kenapa aku tak go for oil and gas for my final year, yg ada byk duit to be offered? kenapa aku sanggup kata aku xmo keje ngan petronas eventho aku bonded with them?

only one reason, im proud to be civil engineer...i like to draw, i like to build something, i like to talk, i like to think and be critical and creative, i like to see things, i like challenges, i like to be in tense (not too much pls) and civil engineering offered dis kind of oppurtunities...

from forum 'nilai belia dan kepimpinan masa depan' by ESQ chaired by Pak Ary and Tun Mahathir, i do realise, it is time for us to build our own civilization..but with wat? this is where 7 values introduced by ESQ come in handy...civilization of humankind, where honesty, responsibility, visionary, discipline, cohesiveness, fair and care would shape the people and make earth to be a better place to live...




yes, we do need building, where civil engineering come in handy (yey~) but, even we strive for more towards physical, like economy and materials, we would end up like america where right now, all system in america collapse...everything dat pepel in america do, is based on physical and self satisfaction and not for greater of people...

so, let us build dis nation, our beloved country, with values, so our child (ehem), can live more freely and more safe...do put dis value inside our heart, and insyaAllah, He will do his part of guiding us for greatness...

^^v

p/s: lots of thx to utp civil department for having me as a student, educate me, and be a part of my family for d past 5 years...when the time allowed me to do so, ill be here, at utp again, to give my support to you...again thanx alot loveable-frenly-easygoing-lecturer, sempoi-frenly-helpful staff/technian...and to block 13 and 14, for being my second home in utp...

lesson 15 - exam!

assalamualaikum...

ni adalah final final exam kat utp..or for undergraduates..after 5 years of studying, here i am...at the edge of graduation...hihu...

last sem, sem paling malas skali utk study...maybe sbb penangan internship selama 8 bulan...rasa dh malas nk study and rasa nk keje...and this might occur to some of you sooner or later...haha..aku tak curse korg ok!

the thing is, aku suke study sem ni...maybe aku dh found true reason kenapa aku study...before this, aku hanya study for d sake pleasing my dad so dat he wont forbid me to play gamelan or he wont give a long speech bout civil engineering anymore...

esq refresh me on wat the true reason of study..rather den study for achievements, ur father and mother which literally good, yet they are not permanent...and korg tak pat pahala...so let say, korg study kerana tuhan, ikhlaskan niat kerana tuhan, yakin kepada tuhan kerana menolong anda, study keranan itu adalah tuntutan agama, insyaAllah, ngan berkat keyakinan korg, akan dipermudahkan study...

rasa tension skit study sambil kuar2 ayat ni "natang mende equation ni/celah mana doh nak guna sentence ni/huk aloh, apa jwpn dia" dan sbgnya, sile la tarik nafas dan mintak tlg pada tuhan...bg tuhan bukak skit hati n kepala korg yg tertutup tu...bile kita betenang and tak gelabah, bru kita nmpk apa yg kita tak nmpk sblm ni...sesungguhnya tuhan itu bersifat maha pengaman dan pelapang kehidupan...

p/s: time kasih kepada sesapa yg mnolong merefreshkan aku gak...

GL HF seme!

^^v

sekitar in-house esq training at UTP

salam...

baru ada masa utk letak gamba psl ESQ trening kat blog...sesungguh tercabarnya suara hati apabile ESQ dh abis...haha...semoga kita dapat mengharunginya...

Multipurpose Hall and ESQ

Dalam mph

Registration

Mas Firdaus Dimanjar

Mas Firdaus + Abg Faizi

UTP ESQ Team + Mas Firdaus + Abg Faizi

First, time kasih kat akmal/itek sbb ajak aku g ESQ ni..tak sesia aku g...second, time kasih sbb yakin ngan aku utk jd mat propaganda utk esq ni..time kasih kepada seme ahli team sbb wat kerja tanpa merungut+sgt semangat dan menyebabkan aku berjaya tunaikan janji kat itek+en mat noor rosli...

p/s: mari vote so dat ESQ ni dibuat tiap 3 bulan or setiap sem di UTP...and maybe, kita bole wat trening for mission statement and character building kat utp ni...bole a aku datang utp, even dh keje...

semoga Allah menolong kita...

^^v

the day after

assalamualaikum...

arini 27hb..maka, tamatlah sudah ESQ Trening Batch 1 UTP...segala usaha, buah fikiran dan lainnya2 telah ditunaikan pada dua hari...melihatkan respons org dalam ESQ, alhamdulillah, kali ini, aku bukan mempropagandakan mende2 yang sesia...dan semoga setiap org yg menghadirkan diri di ESQ Trening ini, mampu mencari dan kini menjawab siapa di mereka, sapa yang mereka sebenarnya...

time kasih tuhan kerana membukakah hijab kami terhadap-Mu
time kasih tuhan kerana mengerakkan kaki kami kepada-Mu
time kasih tuhan kerana membenarkan kami melihat Mu
tolanglah kami utk membunuh cinta dunia
tolanglah kami utk tidak takotkan mati
tolanglah kami utk sentiasa melihat dan merasakan Mu

repost: why i should go for ESQ

assalamualaikum...

what is ESQ at the first place?

in a simple sentence, this esq trening is trening where normal pepel is being 'taught' on how to interact with other pepel or use their skills that they have well + answers what are the reasons when you do one thing at a time (sounds complicated?)

during dis trening, we will be introduced to a series of so-called example in pictures, videos and few words from Al-Quran insyaAllah to ensure that kita bole understand and menghayati the concept of ESQ...

the advantages

1. a certificate provided by ESQ Training Centre
2. ADDED value to your RESUME (big companies = PETRONAS is currently sending their top managers to ESQ trening, so if u join this course, it meant that you are serious in term of your character building)
3. a DISCOUNT by UTP (utp is giving subsidy about 50% from exact amount of RM350..tak penah utp baik cam ni doh...haha...)
   
4. become ESQ Alumni (can join the same course all over again at 5 different location at malaysia for FREE)
5. this trening is acceptable worldwide
6. be able to use the correct combination of IQ, EQ and SQ in daily life processes
   
7. somehow insyaAllah, you are being free of limitations and inner questions like "why am I doing this", "taleh blah siak wat mende ni" and etc2
8. need more? (later we'll talk in details..drop by and ask question and ur details)
   

example wise?
a simple example for us the students..talking bout IQ where intelligence is concern, i dun have a comment since i do believe that utp students are quite bright themselves..no doubt...ur results do not relate with ur intelligence..it is how you use your intelligence would relate to your results..this is what we called Emotional quotient or EQ...u wanna study and dun wanna to study, is totally you who decide...and the reason on why you study is what we called Spiritual quotient..do you study because your father asked you to or because it is your obligation that you study? what are your end point of your study? would you be able to contribute back to other after you study?

can we give answers for these questions? we might be..just be a part of us...

again, sounds complicated?
huhu...come and join us...you would get more of it...

^^v

p/s: i never went to any, but looking and being so-called brainwash, i do think im gonna enjoy myself for this trening...

ESQ in town (II)

assalamualaikum...

few annoucement to be made

1. we gonna open our booth until 23 of october and payment+registration can be made also by 23 of october.
2. lots of space for you guys to join this trainig.. dun hesitate to join and to contact us...
3. changes in the booth time: 2-4pm for monday till thursday, 1030 -1230am & 3-5 for friday

p/s: hope to see you guys at our booth...

^^v

oppurtunity to be grab

assalamualaikum...


GOOD NEWS to all civil department students..after consideration made by our beloved head department, civil department has agreed to sponsor rm50 to those student from foundation first till 3yr 1sem students...but only for first 20 students from civil department ONLY..as for other department, currently, no good news for ur guys...sori to say...(our head department had undergone the ESQ trening and he knows the effect and importance of ESQ in our daily life)

so, dun wait, hurry up and register with us...and ur name will be updated here...there are more seats left so dun wori..we gonna open our booth at pocket D starting tomoro until friday from 12-2pm only...hope to see u guys there...registration and payment can be done at our booth...

updated on 14/10 1545 RM149 SLOTS DH ABIS~ RM 199 BYK LG...DUN WORI ^^v

1. muhammad fahmi ahmad nor bakri (8983)
2. farah hanan tipol (10089)
3. iryani mohamad akhwan (11326)
   
4. aniq asyranie zahidy (11318)
   
5. nur farahin abdul khalik daim (11588)
   
6. nur farhana roslee (11352)
7. azharul fitri babdul nifa (8392)
8. siti hafifah jamhari (11032)
9. muhammad syafiq zahar (9290)
   
10. mohamad sasrol babdullah sani (9307)
    
11. siti nooriza bt abd razak (8995)
    
12. nur syafiqa'alia ahmad tamizi (9526)
    
13. khyruzihan bin azhar (11036)
    
14. amin hariz
    
15. nur farhana mohd sidek (11351)
    
16. mareney yahaya (11330)
    
17. muhamad azmi ashari (10143)
    
18. mior nazif mior zahari (8585)
    
19. sakinah abd shakur (11357)
    
20. nurul hazwani mohd nashir (10282)
    

and ouh, look for that poster...

p/s: TQ to those pepel that came to our booth and do invite ur frens to join ESQ or bring them to our booth...we'll give the explanation to u...

ESQ FAQs and Responses

assalamualaikum...

seems that there are some frequent issues regarding the ESQ trening that i might be able to elaborate more here...

1. bang/akak/cik adik, nk pg tp kurangnya budget utk kali ni
• utp dh sponsor bout rm175 utk korg whereby total fees per person adalah 350..dengan sarapan, teh pg, tghari, and teh petangn disediakan, 25 makan korg adalah cukup kot...korg juga akan diberikan sijil which is RECOGNIZED by the big company not only in MALAYSIA yet at other contries (baca: this trening is worldwide accepted and being conducted)
• rm199 is only paid for ONE time and u can enter the SAME trening all over again in FIVE different locations (KL, JB, Penang, Selangor + Tganu kot) in malaysia for a monthly basis (refer scheduled timetable by ESQ Trening at their web)
  
• kepada geng2 aku, bole je aku pinjamkan duit utk korg pg..aku bukan loan sharks..haha..asalkan korg rasa mmg nk pg, x salah pinjam duit ngan org...
  
2. aku rasa cam aku ada hal a time tu bro..siyes aku nk pg
• this rm199 is only applicable to dis coming trening..klo korg nk pg kat luar, the fees is totally different..kenapa? sbb utp sapot utk kali ni...
• as long as u have the ALUMNI card, and at dat time ada hal, korg dh bole pg other trening with FREE since korg ada card..
  
3. segan lak aku nk g ngan korg...cam terasa diri ni tak cukup layak lg..
• aku sndri bukan org yg sgt baik...mulut aku yg pedas ni, hati aku yg agak hitam bagaikan rambut ikal aku ni dan juga tangan2 yg sentiasa menyakiti org...bg aku, there are parts of me that can be improve (baca list2 yg bru aku tulis :P)...even the prophet himself said dat we must and always try to improve...and kenapa kita ignorant tamo improve diri sndri?
  
4. lek lu, muda lg ni..lom sampai umur lg go for mende2 cam nmpk tua ni
• this esq trening dat coming to utp is design for a student..which means from 18-25..content dia dh design to fit our thinking...nk lari lg? :P
• tak tua pon klo pg mende ni...matang+more critical thinking maybe...but dat one, clearly be seen afterwards..insyaAllah
  
5. aiseh, sabtu ahad ke? cam clash ngan coQ and aku pon rasa nk blk lak...
• aik..raya bukan men lama nk blk?byk gile duit beli tiket...bek g esq...muahaha...
• psl coQ, kitarg tgh try mintak for exemption letter..later, we'll let u noe...
  
6. aku tak nmpk kenapa aku kena pg...
• one thing big companies are looking now are totally not on ur CGPA(capacity for knowledge IQ)...but it is more towards how ur thinking skills (which is EQ), integrity (again EQ), and principle (SQ)...
• one question of competency based interview for petronas interview is like dis: how fast do u learn? and my answer would be like this...(totally not like this during the interview) if somehow that have high motivation (EQ), not influenced by the what would he get by the end of the month (SQ), like to do wat he/she want (EQ), able to communicate well (EQ), and willingness to accept the knowledge (IQ)...

byk term kan post ni? aku pon rasa aku pening..haha...anyway, just put ur thought on dis...i never do well in promoting pepel eventho for 4 years kat utp, aku adalah promotion guy..bg aku, cukup a ngan design aku wat...maybe deep down inside, aku x rasa mende ni nk bgus both tuk aku and org len..yet for dis one, changes my 2 frens, wake me up...and u might be like them too...

p/s: nk reg ngan aku kat sini pon bole...kat booth which be opened 13-17 from 12-2 only pon bole...just leave ur name, ic, id, and contact number..or email me at illidane_00@yahoo.com

^^v

gl hf!

lesson 14 - raya tips

assalamualaikum...

during last week aidilfitri, dapat few tips beguna dr org telebih remaja di kampung..and might be usefull to all of us...

1. kalo rasa2 mata itu mengeluarkan air mata akibat mengupas bawang or menumbuk cili, makan la sedikit garam...dalam beberapa saat ok la...and dis tip is not applicable for org yg menangis akibat putus cinta, down, tgk cite hindustan or tgk crita cinta or sepi dan sbgnya.
2. some secret bout our abilities are supposed to be kept secret until the time permit to do so...kekadang bile laki tu pandai masak, ada kebarangkalian dia akan lebih digunakan and dikerahkan didapor tanpa kerelaan (baca kerelaan, klo mmg suke menolong tape a)
3. bermain mercun mestilah dibawah kelolaan org tua or dewasa or org terlebih remaja..mereka lebih tau bagaimana utk menggunakan/bermain/melompat dan sbgnya..

so-so fireworks

3 je aku rasa bole share..len if ada peluang aku share lg...

p/s: kepada dak utp, silela join ESQ trening.. ^^v rujuk post2 before and after...

why i should go for ESQ

assalamualaikum...

what is ESQ at the first place?

in a simple sentence, this esq trening is trening where normal pepel is being 'taught' on how to interact with other pepel or use their skills that they have well + answers what are the reasons when you do one thing at a time (sounds complicated?)

during dis trening, we will be introduced to a series of so-called example in pictures, videos and few words from Al-Quran insyaAllah to ensure that kita bole understand and menghayati the concept of ESQ...

the advantages

1. a certificate provided by ESQ Training Centre
2. ADDED value to your RESUME (big companies = PETRONAS is currently sending their top managers to ESQ trening, so if u join this course, it meant that you are serious in term of your character building)
3. a DISCOUNT by UTP (utp is giving subsidy about 50% from exact amount of RM350..tak penah utp baik cam ni doh...haha...)
   
4. become ESQ Alumni (can join the same course all over again at 5 different location at malaysia for FREE)
5. this trening is acceptable worldwide
6. be able to use the correct combination of IQ, EQ and SQ in daily life processes
   
7. somehow insyaAllah, you are being free of limitations and inner questions like "why am I doing this", "taleh blah siak wat mende ni" and etc2
8. need more? (later we'll talk in details..drop by and ask question and ur details)
   

example wise?
a simple example for us the students..talking bout IQ where intelligence is concern, i dun have a comment since i do believe that utp students are quite bright themselves..no doubt...ur results do not relate with ur intelligence..it is how you use your intelligence would relate to your results..this is what we called Emotional quotient or EQ...u wanna study and dun wanna to study, is totally you who decide...and the reason on why you study is what we called Spiritual quotient..do you study because your father asked you to or because it is your obligation that you study? what are your end point of your study? would you be able to contribute back to other after you study?

can we give answers for these questions? we might be..just be a part of us...

again, sounds complicated?
huhu...come and join us...you would get more of it...

^^v

p/s: i never went to any, but looking and being so-called brainwash, i do think im gonna enjoy myself for this trening...

selamat hari raya aidilfitri 1429H

assalamualaikum...

ku dengan ini
pinta dan mohon
agar kesilapan lalu
kesengalan lalu
dimaafkan

moga raya ini
lebih bermakna
dan lebih gembira
buat kita semua

apabila hati ini
berasa tenang
tanpa kusut
hasad
dengki
benci

yang hanya tinggal
mengharapkan keredhaan Tuhan
gembira dari Tuhan

selamat hari raya aidilfitri

p/s: tho ada 1 minggu lg, alang2 ada semangat and masa nk wat kad raya, maka inilah kad raya taun ni dr aku...taun lepas kaler hijau to fit dis blog, rather dis year, it more towards my colour...kedit tu mekot sbb kasi kerawang tu kat aku...

^^v

ESQ in town

assalamualaikum...

apa aku tau psl esq? since tak penah join, apa yg aku tau dr mmber aku adalah, somehow kita akan belaja on how to blend emotional and spiritual elements together with thinking/intellectual. and some of the inner potential i.e. intellectual limitation insyaAllah akan terhapus. lg apa aku tau? erm...this ESQ is based on ESQ 165 where 1 tu ehsan i.e. bertuhan, 6 rukun iman dan 5 rukun islam. tho dia mengambil ajaran islam, it is also applicable to all. (sile rujuk poster and website)

example of intellectual limitation: ko sedang wat satu keje and your objective of doing that work is merely about the benefit that you'll be getting and etc2...so ESQ come into the picture, we are not limiting our objective just to ourselves and rather we successfully put a larger scope of objective. i.e. the development of world, our religion and etc2.. when our objective is no more limited by small2 things like money, self praise and bla2, our productivity is getting better and thus, what we originally and not originally meant by doing our work would be able to achieve...

sounds complicated? nah...

SO, by the end of trening, kita be able to balance IQ, EQ and SQ in our daily life + bole merefine our inner values (tgk kat web ESQ ada 7 values tu) and know how to preserve it again in our daily life...

semoga jwpn anda terjwb semasa dis 2 day's trening...im sooo looking forward to this trening...kat luar MAHAL! if kat utp ni, dh murah and UTP sndri sapot...whee~

further info? check this or can drop any question here..we'll try to answer...

p/s: tlg promote je..and biasa aku tak guna kaler biru utk poster, since SKEMA...tp dis one is special, sbb biru adalah kaler ESQ..haha..so layan~

o/

interbiu

assalamualaikum...

petronas interbiu was fun...no tension, quite nervous at first, but later when arrived to the interbiu place, nervous was gone..myb sbb rempit kot...aku mmg lege bile lepas merempit..haha...no regrets, what should have said, have been said, and aku totally satisfied...

like some of u alredi know, im not interested working with pet..why? sbb aku nk jd civil engineer...if everyone wanna go for oil and gas, sapa nk jd civil engineer..x gitu? other reasons are, i do believe i have a future in civil engineer, and i wanna be a professional engineer within 4 to 5 years in future..kat petronas ke kat mana ke tak kisah...and at last, i do think that in spite of others might say, civil engineering have lots of potential..

nothing much to tell, gambar pon tak byk amik...few pictures showing pepel preparing case study for their interview...nk hurray2 amik gamba pon takot org marah..seme focus kot...

pen and case study

pepel answering case study before goin for interbiu

p/s: yg belom lg, gud luck and have fun!

^^v

poster~

assalamualaikum...

skang ni weeks 7 of 14 study week kat utp..and final year student suppose to present their fyp for some competition inside utp at week 10...which is 3 weeks ahead...since x ada banyak keje, so i did my poster b/ground...

the middle part would be full of info..i hope..
sile komen n kritik~ (ni bukan final, upon posting dis aku cam ada nk ubah, tp malas~)

posterku

bosan2 wat trademark

^^v

p/s: thx to those yg terlibat..and cam biasa, setiap design aku mesti ada kaler aku...

a celebration

assalamualaikum...

(looking at archive, this post would be the 50th post...at last...congratz to me... yeay~)

erm..skang ni bulan pose, so aku mengambil initiative to make desserts for d sake of my osmet..i would say..alang2 tu try resepi baru yg aku tak penah wat..asyik2 kek batik bosan gak...tul x? so upon deciding apa aku nk wat, aku pon stat pm rakan2 aku yg slalu wat desserts ni...

thx to istiazah, farahiyah, haida, erlinawati and fathin for giving some input regarding this dessert...tho aku ada test sat lg, tetiba aku craving to take a picture, so i take out the remaining dessert and make this post...

rasa? sedap gak a..but aku tak suke dat soggy kek...maybe aku akan ubah len kli...and wat manis skit..haha...

presenting trifle....enjoy the pictures~


to those x rasa, xde rezeki la tu jwpn dia...
^^v

p/s: lots of improvement need to be done...cooking is fun~

mercun merdeka dan pose

assalamualaikum...

skang ni dh 31/8...selamat menyambut kemerdekaan yg ke 51...looking at our malaysia, tho there are peace everywhere, yet it seems that within dis few weeks/months, the term peace is held by a tiny thread...and i dun wanna comment further on this...as for me, i would rather leave in this kind of surrounding rather than a havoc country..yeah, tho lots of corruption and bla2, still, it can be rectify later...

31/8 juga menandakan bahawa kita akan berpose pada 1 september...maka, selamat menjalani ibadah pose kepada rakan2...cam pakcik jual mangga ori kat cafe v5 kata, lots can be done during dis month...nampak and tak nampak ganjaran je punca kita tamo berusaha...aku pon tergolong kepada golongan yg tak nampak ganjaran...so tenang je...apa bole wat? cuba sedaya upaya...

tatkala nk tunggu both merdeka and pose, ada sesi main mercun di v5..since aku mempunyai quite a number of mercun, maka aku pon turut serta...bestnya main mercun kat sini, adalah, ramai org menjerit menympah seranah..haha...best2...makin org bising makin nk men...

nk dijadikan cite, tepat kul 12, ada org men mercun lg...so, aku cam nk membalas a..kata mat mercun...tetapi kali ni, balingan tak menjadi..mercun bola tak kuar tingkap, melantun msk blk blk and jatuh atas meja depan laptop aku...pasrah seketika apabile melihat mercun itu meletop bersama2 notes building di atas meja...mata hanya tertumpu pada laptop..eih, laptop aku masih bernyala...muahaha...

lps letupan, hanya few piece of d laptop pecah...external kibod yg melantun tinggi seme sihat..notes ok seme ok..Allah masih ingin menolong aku...


and, aku masih semangat nk men mercun...

selamat everything rakan2...semoga Allah menolong kita utk menjadi lebih rajin pada bulan ini...

^^v

sedih + kecewa + sakit hati

assalamualaikum...

• 1. this post is not about my feelings rite now :P
• 2. this post also is not about the feelings of listed feelings

but rather, i would say from my perspective, how to be OKAY after having these 3 feelings...and u can extend it to others...if u might...

well...the truth is, u can do anything to get back on the mood which is

• tido
• men gem
• tgk movie
• tgk series
• mengaji
  
• semayang
• beborak
• jenjalan tgk bulan or langit or sebagainya (memerhatikan alam si Dia)
• and the list goes on

aite..but the most important as from my view, is to letting go...it might be hard...and it can take more den few days, month and years...yet, for me, letting go can save u from lots of sakit hati+sakit kepala+bla2...

learning how to let go, is not something to be taught about...but u can learn by experiencing it...and i would say, it takes lots of courage, spirit and the most important, help from Allah..

the ache might come later, and yes it will...but as for letting go, u will see that the pain is manageable compared to other method...trust me...

just let go...
and being ignorance, might not help...

^^v

p/s sori for lmbt update...1. mls, 2. xde idea 3. mls lg :D

promise dat binds

part of me
wanna let go
part of me
tired
part of me
trying to be happy
part of me
crushed into pieces
part of me
aches when seeing
part of me
barely hanging
part of me
barely holding on
part of me
have duty to be fulfilled
part of me
were bind to that promise
part of me
wanted to enjoy

yet, why it be so hard..
i can't ignore yet
i'm old

and running
is not a good thing
cause promise dat binds

pre-event of last semester

assalamualaikum...

that day, as planned not as early and as were expected...yet, it was kind of bright in the morning though the sky pour lots of water the night before...the sky is still quite full of cloud...a small2 one..but, behind those clouds, lies the blue sky...

saturday..and what are other things should we spent rather than being with our close one...after a full week of tiring works, tension, stress and "u can name it watever u wan" events...saturday/sunday is the most appropriate day to enjoy without causing u to take a leave...

and dat day, BATU BERANGKAI is the destination...a totally release-stress-due-to-FYP+pre-event-for-LAST-semester!!!

the photographer of the day(2nd+OP)

the team (ssh xde tripod)

the view

comment on batu berangkai:
the road going into the waterfall are quite adventurous. hv to around the village for dat part...the place is cool, can swim around, hv spot for BBQ, yet if u come with a group (large places), u might thinking to place the other group at bottom part of water fall..ada few la spot bole mandi...

^^v

p/s: wish me luck and may Allah help me in doing my fyp+2-non-formal-projects

bile letrik xde

assalamualaikum...

td, elektrik xde..or blackout org putih kata...dan org2 tua kata api xde...

dua mende muncul kat kepala aku time elektrik tade tadi...satu, time kecik2...rasa best jugak if letrik xde...kekadang, my mom akan cite hantu sambil lilin ditgh kami adik beradik...and aku x igt sama ada cite tu menakutkan ke tak..or i just simply dun wan to hear...haha...tp besama adik beradik, sambil mendengar cite hantu time kanak2 riang, it was fun...bile fikirkan blk...

lepas tu, if kat kuantan xde letrik, kitaorg akan g men gelongsor kat depan rumah...mentang la ada playground kat depan umah...men buaian ke...men kejar2 ke, men beskal ke and lain2 lg...and ouh, bukan kitaorg je...jiran2 kitaorg pon sama..muahaha..mak and others akan stat beborak di depan rumah...ayah pula? dia bekeje...

sweet little memories...aku x berapa igt time aku kecik2...tatau kenapa...memory loss...

den second thing appear to my mind...bile letrik xde, maka komputer akan restat or tutup...aku x berapa kisah ngan laptop kesayangan ku ini..yg aku kisah ialah komputer di lab..bile letrik xde, kom akan tutup and reading utk experiment fyp aku akan terhenti...

yes, terhenti...suppose kena tunggu 7 days bru collect data...ni second day, and letrik xde utk 2 minit or berapa minit tak kisah a...akibatnya, aku mybe kena redo blk exp tu...aaaaa....if kecik2 dlu, aku mungkin suke xde letrik, skang aku tension if xde letrik...ni bukan skali...minggu lepas ada gak xde letrik kejap...and time tu exp aku tgh jalan...

tension kan xde letrik...tp if reading aku dh constat, sok cek blk, maka aku tayah da nk redo..just tunggu 7 hari je...hopefully...

ya Tuhan, kasi la letrik ada sepanjang sem ni...

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lesson 13 - the boundary of adult and kids

assalamualaikum...

i hv been in a like-debate with one of jnrs...haha...saying that they are kids and bragging bout me being an adult..mentang la dh 22...

so wat is an adult aspect for me?

1. from wat i get from sapuri, adult always say sorry even though they didnt do anything wrong and kids didnt say sorry even if they do wrong..perhaps...

2. adults, in working life, afraid of responsibility, since it can give harm to their job security and the effect continues..fikir sndri la lepas2 ni apa jd...kids? they dun care bout responsibility effect...or do they?

3. adults in some sense, they do know wat they need...in all aspects..and for kids, they cant differentiate whether they need it or simply because their fren have it...

u might hv others that differentiate these two...u might be...

yet by the end of the day, the kids wanna grow to be an adult and the adults are thinking how would they do if they are still a kid...so what shud we be? an adult or a kid?

^^v

arrangement for new semester

assalamualaikum...

it may seems awkward...pedulik apa aku...but this is my arrangement for the new and last semester...and to those who dun noe wat it is, it is the view of my room...at utp of cos...

my room

and i been thinking of changing my blog total layout+colour+header...wanted to relate it more towards me...and definitely it gonna take lots of time to change...kena fikir dlu...ahaha...the hint would be: the main colour is my fav colour for designing...and mekot, pls dun ans this hint..tQ...

p/s: addicted to editing...and photography...amik gamba time bosan2 kemas blk...and edit gamba time bosan2 wat photobook...my theme of editing: lomo + plain...and ouh aku xleh tido...

^^v

bosan+teruja

assalamualaikum...

mengambil gamba tatkala teruja apabile melihat gamba2 org len dan bosan di rumah kerana my parents are away..they're sending my little brother to KMB...ouh , gl hf my bro...

thx to alip for putting ur fren fp link at ur blog..
tq kat sifu besar kerana meletakkan gamba2 di blognya juga...

and due to alip's fren and mekot influence, aku rasa aku makin suka wat collage..improve skit (x byk) potosop skills interm of editing and making my brain to move abit...and x payah upload byk gamba byk2 kali....

landscape ayah aku

^^v

lesson 12 - answer

assalamualaikum...

[taking from dragon zakura ]

in life, there are no definite answer for each action that we take...the answer might be good, correct or pretty bad...as far as we concern, there is nothing that we know about the option of that answer..we never know, at what path the answer might lead us to...well...thats life...

as for example, one wanted to work with PETRONAS after graduated and one didnt wanna work with PETRONAS...both are can be called good answer...why? as for someone, working with PETRONAS means that he/she repaying what PETRONAS gave them in advance for their education and it was his/her interest to work with PET. as for others, they didnt hv any interest in O&Gas, thus PET is not an option...

many said that, if u get on into universities, then ur future is guaranteed..that is also an answer...others think it is good and perfect answer and others might not think so...getting into U, somehow we might be able to see that there are lots of uncertainties in the future...what shud we be, would us be an employee of bla2 and others....

as for me, U is a ticket..as for how u would use the ticket, its totally depends on u i.e. wat path to use ur knowledge gained for the past 4 or 3 year bla2...

life is tough isn't it? and Holland GG noob!
hope being 22 would make us more wiser...

^^v

expectatition delivered

[last week's wednesday, 4 groups from UTP heads on to UiTM for Floating Tower Competition..and supposed i shud talk about dis last week...tp mls sgt nk tulis bout dis, so here it is...]

27 groups
200 straw
8 bottles
3 hours of construction
5 minutes of presentation
7 minutes of loading
4 kg of sand
1 tower
and
1 winner

p/s being under lots of pressure, due to civil lecturer from UTP and UiTM...UiTM said dat, if we lose, then Petronas shudn't give our allowance since we didnt do a good job interm of learning...as for UTP lecturers, they demanded dat final year student which is our group to win the competition...luckily Allah is with our side...

^^v

civilpower photobook

assalamualaikum...

since ada beberapa bulan je dak civilpower besama2..maka rmate aku pon dh stat bising, kirenye nk wat something utk diremember smpi bebile..since skang ni dak civilpower seko2 malas, seme bajet nk studi, seme bajet nk score final sem, so seme jenis mls nk kuar dari blk...makan pon tapau...mungkin seme bz ngan fyp masing2..so tape la...

rmate aku kasi cadangan yg kita wat video utk dak2 civilpower..since aku ni tak berapa power wat video...so aku wat apa yg aku leh wat a...iaitu design photobook...design photobook ni as kat bwh ni ah...so rerakan skalian, apa yg korg bole wat adalah comment pasal design photobook ni...kasi cadangan apa mende nk letak, gamba ke quote ke...and seme mende ni samada bole send ke email aku or tulis je kat sini....sesapa nk tlg wat mende ni pon adalah sgt2 dialu2kan...wat time cuti...time bukak sem nanti tayah a gelabah mana...

as for samada kita nk print ke tak, rmate aku tak decide lg..rasa cam mls je nk print...korgkan nk sep duit, so kita wat je la sofkopi...tak gitu?... ^^v

p/s: concept edit gamba adalah gamba kuno, cam ala2 300...aku dapat dr tutorial org so guna je la..